December 2010
5 posts
untitled.
i love snow.
snow reminds me of love.
love makes me want to puke.
i hate the feeling of feeling like puking.
its the perfect description of love for humans.
love only hurts, sometimes early on and sometimes later.
love only breaks people and leaves them there to bleed and we know it.
yet we step forward and run towards it like idiots, sure that this time is different.
and we let ourselves...
just let me live.
i want to walk barefoot, across the muddy plain and into the prarie. i want to live on bella’s island with my lover. i want to wear short shorts and tank tops to sleep in a wooden cabin that my husband built for me. i want to shapeshift to a butterfly and go to the front where soldiers fight, just to give them a little hope. i want to makeout under the Eiffel tower and i want to eat pizza in...
again. (this is NOT about the opposite gender)
its one of those days again
when i just want to write and pour my heart out to you
but its amazingly undeniable baby
you left me alone.
i told you i’d always be there
i told you i’d always wait
til’ that day i was gone
i told you i never wanted that day to come
you forced this cruel torture upon me more than anyone
and your too freakin’ ignorant to realize it
you told me once, you slap...
nevertheless.
you see. this is the beauty of humanity
you can never look at a person and just figure them out
you know. im weird like that
like im going to school
and i’ll just look at some random person and wonder whats going on inside their head.
and i’ll find so much amusement in it
becuase i know i’ll never know
to me. its utterly simple
and i find it beautiful